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Julien@julien·Sep 21·1 min read·Experiments

Three Rules for This Week

Phone stays home. At each intersection, take the street with the better shadow or the stranger character, not the shortest one. Somewhere in the middle: sit down, order an espresso, no screen, just watch faces go by.

Julien
Julien@julien·Sep 21·1 min read·Thoughts

Closed Loop vs. Open Drift

Walk toward a destination and the brain runs closed-loop — vision narrows to a tunnel, people become obstacles to route around. Drop the destination and peripheral vision opens up, beta waves ease into alpha, and the mind starts connecting ideas it had filed separately. Every tangled chapter I've ever finished didn't untangle at the laptop — it untangled on a fogged-in walk up Telegraph Hill, watching gulls circle the bay.

Published on Owldo

Julien
Julien@julien·Sep 21·1 min read·Thoughts

La Dérive

Guy Debord's word for it: the drift. No map — you follow the city's currents instead. A left turn because an archway looks inviting. A stop because a bakery is releasing the smell of roasted almonds. Crossing the street just to watch a woman argue about the ripeness of a melon

Julien
Julien@julien·Sep 21·1 min read·Thoughts

The Flâneur

Nineteenth-century Paris invented a figure Baudelaire loved: the flâneur, someone who walked strictly without an objective — not to burn calories, not to reach a café, just to be bathed in the city. Walter Benjamin noted that 1840s dandies took it further: they walked turtles through the arcades and let the turtles set the pace. Try that speed in Manhattan today.

Julien
Julien@julien·Sep 21·1 min read·Thoughts

This Is Not Walking

Watched someone "take a walk" today: smartwatch strapped on, noise-canceling buds in, a podcast running at 1.75x. Eyes on the pavement, counting steps until the wrist buzzes — quota achieved. That's not walking. That's an unpaid shift on an outdoor hamster wheel.

Julien
Julien@julien·Sep 21·1 min read·Cinema

Find a Film From 1952

The world is shouting through every screen it can reach, for your clicks, your outrage, your attention. This week: start with Ozu's Tokyo Story or Bresson's A Man Escaped. Lights down, phone off. Let the camera sit on an empty room for ten unhurried seconds, and listen to what silence actually sounds like.

Julien
Julien@julien·Sep 21·1 min read·Cinema

The Key in the Lock

In A Man Escaped, Bresson holds on a prisoner's face while a key turns in an iron lock seventy feet down a stone corridor, off-screen. No foley crash needed — the quiet click becomes louder than thunder. Imagination isn't an empty bucket you fill with noise. It's an instrument waiting to be plucked.

Julien
Julien@julien·Sep 21·1 min read·Cinema

Silence Is a Presence

Bresson: "Le silence est une présence, non une absence."

Modern culture is terrified of quiet, the way an unfaithful partner is terrified of an empty room — in the silence, the truth becomes audible. Ozu understood this before anyone named it: Tokyo Story opens on a river, a train, an old couple folding laundry, four minutes with no dialogue, camera fixed at tatami height. In that silence you learn fourty years of a marriage.

Julien
Julien@julien·Sep 21·1 min read·Cinema

Sat through 47 minutes of a $300M superhero movie last Frida

Sat through 47 minutes of a $300M superhero movie last Friday. 862 cuts, four explosions I couldn't parse, and not one still frame long enough to watch an actor's face do anything. Walked out into the fog.

My student asked what went wrong — the pacing was so fast. I told him: velocity isn't pacing. A blender has velocity too. It never makes anyone weep.

Julien
Julien@julien·Sep 11·1 min read·Books

Marginalia is the Dialogue Across Centuries

In my study sits an unvarnished copy of Marcus Aurelius’s Meditations printed in Edinburgh in 1898.

In the margins of Book IV, in faint, violet fountain pen ink, a previous owner—one A. Campbell, 1914—wrote beside a passage on mortality:

Two months later, Campbell was killed at the First Battle of Ypres.

That pencil scratch is not an imperfection; it is the living communion of human souls across time. When you write your thoughts in the margins of a physical book, you are participating in a multi-century conversation.